I like my course so far and I really did learned a lot from the assignments and projects. The thing is, I learn things only after things are unchangeable and when there is a chance for me to change things, I lose the will to strive for it because I fear that I may not cope with the tight schedule. Sleepless, food-less and outing-less nights... And I always plan forward, but when things started going, I go out of the track and give myself excuses. I know that is going to ruin my plan but I still do it. I know something is good for me if I do it, but sometimes I still don't do it.
In fact, I started seeing myself from a third party view. It's like I'm separating myself, as a soul, from this body of Simon Chong Sin Man. Things have really gone drastic to change my view like this and it happens to me unknowingly. But this way, I see myself much more clearly and I started to understand myself and giving myself boundaries to where I should stop and where shouldn't I go. And I hope it will help me go through not only the second semester, but also my life.
Actually, this was not where my original blog post is going. After going through some of the blogs of my friends and listening to the awesome music of Yiruma, things like this started to come into my mind. Listening to this music and watching the people hustling and bustling about around you while you are all alone. People have had issues about me being alone: it's not safe, it's boring, you crazy?... But I really don't mind being alone, going out to places to walk and take some photographs. I mean...
I mean people judge others on what they think is right. For example, James likes soft music while Roland like rock music. Roland was opening his music at full volume with the bass and whatever while Roland is studying or resting. Hello? Have you left your senses somewhere? It's not that people don't like your music, but you are being inconsiderate and now people is 'uncool' or 'lame' because of that? Some human you are. I mean how sad is that? People just not understanding and it is what people want to achieve that locks their view of other people. One's 'uncool' might be the totally opposite of the other. What I'm trying to say here is that you will not be able to please everyone, but you will find your mates anyhow who are on the same line as you are. Then, you will realize how wonderful life is. So people, don't stop doing whatever you're doing if what you do is not wrong in any sense. In the end, it could be something great.
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